Showing posts with label Driving. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Driving. Show all posts

Saturday, July 11, 2015

"Canyon Fiend" - A Love Poem

A fun one I started a while back and finally finished today.
I guess you could say I'm in the mood because I'm well enough to go downstairs tomorrow and start restoring the Celica Supra again ;) Yay!
Enjoy the Gearhead Poetry!

Oh, you rev my engine
wear out my starter
when I can't take any more
you drive me harder
thru terrains I never knew
you got my alignment all askew
runnin' till we see red and blue lights
only you know how to move me just right
baby

let's hit the canyons tonight

Thanks for reading!

*Love & Light*
Renata Carmen

"Kaizen" aka "Kiki", our gorgeous 1982 Toyota Celica Supra P-Type 5 Speed <3

Friday, July 10, 2015

BMFF - Bad Mofo Friday - Louise "Landspeed" Noeth

Starting something new on the blog! :)

Every Friday, I am going to talk about "Bad Mofo's" - people who I find really inspiring. 

Today, I would like to draw attention to an amazing woman I can't believe I've never heard of before. I learned about Louise "Landspeed" Noeth recently while catching up on the Cars Yeah Podcast, where she is described as "a storyteller known for taking complicated subjects and making them entertaining and educational. She founded LandSpeed Productions in 1984 where she provides film and TV consulting, photography, writing, graphic design, and more. Her award-winning works have been published around the world. Dubbed 'LandSpeed Louise', she concentrates on land speed racing and people who do extraordinary feats by designing, building, and driving fast cars, trucks, and motorcycles. She’s one of the few women journalists in the automotive field who’s also comfortable and competent behind the wheel."




A few other traits/accomplishments that make Louise noteworthy:
- She is over 50% deaf, and it was loud exhaust notes that first drew her to cars because of the resonance (I have a soft spot for people with illness or disability, "Chronic Badasses", in case you didn't notice)
- She was first published in Automotive Journalism back in 1980. I started my automotive career in the mid-2000's, and the industry still was/is permeated by the MadMen, "No tits in the pits", bigotry mentality. I can only imagine what the fuck she's overcome during her career!
- She started her photojournalism career as an artist painting pinstripes on cars, then learned to drive, then to wrench, and started writing/taking photos along the way. She is one of the few other female gearheads I've found who not only can fix anything on a car and drive it, but can write and create visual art as well. I have found a female role model doing almost exactly what I want to do! How awesome! Most of my role models are male.
- Louise worked with the Federal Government to help phase out the use of Leaded Gasoline, and implement updated safety regulations for suspension. She also helped the automotive performance and  journalism industries integrate changes created by Federal Emissions Control Implementations in the late 60's/early 70's.
- She helped Team Vesco set the International World Record for the Fastest Wheel Driven Automobile (Over 458 mph! This record still stands, btw. Whose up for the challenge?)
- She has numerous productions and publications under her belt, is working on her second book, has had a monthly column in Goodguys Gazette for over 12 years, and recently became a Chief Judge for the International Automotive Media Competition - an organization striving to set a higher standard in automotive related journalism/media.
- On top of all these amazing contributions, Louise Noeth is a pilot, too!



A quote from her website that really resonates with me and gets me fired up for my own work: 
Unlike most journalists, writers, photographers, artists, and publicists who focus on only one, or perhaps two disciplines, LSL noticed that she could get editors to give her more assignments if she could provide words and pictures — photographed or drawn.

“The hard part was convincing them that I could deliver quality in both areas, because my skills came from ‘on-the-job training’,” she adds, “I’ve never had any formal, academic training, just an overwhelming abundance of enthusiastic curiosity and I’ve discovered that, occasionally, I can whup a hot shot PhD in this news game. I create solutions.”

I love this woman, and am so inspired by her! 


Just some major journalism awards. No big deal ;)

Here is a link to the episode of Cars Yeah I learned about "Landspeed Louise" through, with a few quotes below that stood out to me from the interview. The podcast is only about 30 minutes, perfect for listening to while taking a lunch break, commuting, doing a tune-up, getting your hair did...you get the picture :) Enjoy! 

"I was born that way, with Nomex in my diapers."

"I don't have any training...I essentially took my artistic skills...and used them as a springboard..."

"Don't judge my abilities by your limitations."

"Always look for a place to put that plane down if the engine quits...Don't put your complete trust into someone, because they might let you down, and you may not see something...I became more circumspect. Not that I didn't give 100% when necessary, but I always had a way out."

When speaking of her involvement with Federal Legislation phasing out leaded gas, and suspension safety and emission controls -
"That was big because that effected 100's of thousands of people that I will never meet in a positive way."

"If you wanna play, you gotta pay."

"When you get a test car, wash it yourself...because you'll learn more about the car by washing it, then you will driving it." 

When asked about a personal habit that contributes to her success - 
"It has to be voracity, and details. To never short-shift the reader and the viewer...I can piss off an editor with no problem, but I never want to do that to my readers and my viewers."

"What you do for others, lasts longer, stays stronger, than anything you'll ever do for yourself."




I hope you enjoyed learning about "Landspeed" Louise Noeth! 

What Bad Mofo's get you really inspired? 

*Love & Light*
Renata Carmen







Tuesday, May 28, 2013

"i cannot for the life of me..." A Gearhead Poem (Circa March 2009)

...fucking sleep
the gears in my head just won't stop turning
yearning
for apexes and curves
racing the birds
towards the heavens
embracing the mountains
words
cannot describe the longing i feel
in my soul
i feel whole
when rubber and steel
are at my command
embrace the wheel in my hands
twisting and turning
nature's demands
and lady luck
are my only concerns
discerning my beloved
free from thinking
all instinct
like breathing or blinking
chase the sun till its sinking
then into the night
you try to follow
all you see
are taillights
and im gone
smiling at your feeble attempts
repeat
your rinsed out
style is spent
long before i've even started
so go join the other ricers
and dearly departed
ill say a prayer for you
next time we meet
just as soon
as i have her back on her feet
i anticipate that day
like a kid's christmas
already have a mile long
wish list
a never ending process
this game we play
but i wouldn't have it
any other way

Monday, May 27, 2013

"Gearheads Under 30" - Featured in the July 2010 issue of Auto Restorer Magazine

-This was featured in the July issue of 2010. For those who aren't familiar with this mag (http://www.autorestorermagazine.com/ar/), Auto Restorer is a low budget monthly periodical that is geared towards the old school domestic crowd. It's filled with wonderful how to's, tips, tricks, and other such information. Anyways, my article is slated for a series they have been running called "Gearheads Under 30", where young mechanics submit bios and pictures of their work.  I hope you enjoy this article. Huge thanks to Jason Simons for his tireless assistance with the editing!



Before I tell you about myself I would like to take a few moments to introduce you to my car—she is far more important anyhow; without her I am but a lowly ape that happens to possess a modest tool collection. How does one begin to describe the enigma known as the Toyota MR2? Well, one way to start is by examining the specs and history of the vehicle. There are three main generations of the MR2, but we will focus primarily on the first, also known under chassis code “AW11,” as that is what I have my current love affair with. Back in the mid ‘70s Toyota decided to undertake a project that would result in providing for the “average driver” a car that is both fun to drive and economical. Apparently the initial vision was nothing resembling a sports car or mid-engine chassis. But after three years of design and experimentation with engine placement it was determined by Toyota’s Research &amp; Development that the most desirable power plant location for near-perfect weight distribution was mid-ship and transversely mounted. From this base model concept, the evolution into quasi sports car was inevitable. The MR’s fate was sealed when Toyota elected Lotus to design and tune the suspension and chassis, and Yamaha to blueprint the cylinder heads. Additionally, it didn’t help that countless hours of extensive testing were spent on real-world tracks, such as Willow Springs Raceway, with professional drivers like Dan Gurney behind the wheel. Finally, in the spring of 1984, history was made and the first mass-produced, “mid-engine, rear wheel drive, two-seater” was unveiled to the world. It was welcomed with open arms by the driving community, and received rave reviews from many esteemed publications. Car and Driver Magazine considered the Toyota MR2 as worthy enough to be listed on its 10 Best for 1986 and 1987. In 1986 the magazine stated, “Any car with a higher fun-per-dollar quotient would never be allowed by the IRS.” The TV show Top Gear rated the “Mister Two” as number 11 out of 152 models reviewed via their “Top Gear Survey”. Automobile Magazine was impressed enough with Toyota’s introduction of the mid-ship runabout to feature it on the cover of its inaugural issue– facing off against a Ferrari 308GTBi! The magazine’s website states that their owner, David E. Davis, Jr., was quoted as saying, “God help the Italians if the Japanese ever decide to build supercars." I wonder what Mr. Davis thought of the Honda NSX when it debuted in 1990!



So let’s crunch the numbers. The curb weight of a fully-optioned AW11 is a mere 2400 pounds. The engine powering this featherweight is the legendary 4AGE, which at the time of the MR2’s induction had already built a reputation for versatility, strength, and efficiency through its employment in the Corolla chassis. It is an inline, four-cylinder, iron block, dual overhead cam, and 1.6 liter: offering several variations in head and intake design and featuring Bosch L-Jetronic fuel injection and variable intake geometry (TVIS). It was an incredibly revolutionary economy engine, as it was one of the first mass production motors to feature dual overhead camshafts and four valves per cylinder. Yamaha’s ingenious abilities with head design explain the 4A’s capacity to maintain ruthless efficiency and performance throughout the entire powerband. The US version is rated at 112hp @ 6600RPM’s and 97 ft-lbs of torque @ 4800. A super charged version provided a bit more pack in its punch, offering about 140HP and 109ft-lbs. Though such outputs for a 1.6 liter are impressive, specs like these for a “sports car” seem dismally low. But when you examine the data collected by Road &amp; Track magazine during their trial run of the AW in November of 1984, you may think twice about these unassuming road warriors. Upon testing, R &amp;T found the power to weight ratio to be 0.116, or about the equivalent of a 1954 Corvette Convertible. Additionally, it rated 0.84g of lateral acceleration on the skid pad, right on up there with the BMW M3. Add that to the fact that the engine’s stock redline is about 7500RPM’s, and you have one rev-happy, responsive little mid-engine that could. At stock setup these cars aren’t preferential for going straight, but take one for a day of auto crossing at the track or a cruise through the mountains and you will appreciate the enthusiasm displayed by just about any professional who is given the keys.

Thus the Mister Two has developed a bit of a cult following over the years. Examine its inexpensive initial cost, well-supported aftermarket, rock solid reliability, simple design, and addictive personality, and you can see how such a car would be attractive to a gearhead under thirty. I know many readers of this fine periodical don’t care much for Japanese makes. I myself love good ole American muscle, especially the less common makes like those of AMC and Mopar; it’s what I was raised on (my first love as a little girl was a 1969 Mustang Convertible). There is definitely no replacement for displacement. Eventually I will have my Challenger T/A, my AMX, and my Chevelle, but they are just too expensive for me to own at this point in my life. So, like many of my fellow youth, the Japanese car scene offers me more bang for my buck. At first it was just a substitute for the more costly makes. Had it not been for a mere twist of fate I may never have entered this world. I discovered MR2’s the same way many in the community have: by accident and sheer, dumb luck. Several years back I found myself looking for a reliable four cylinder for a daily driver after prematurely killing my 1991 Toyota Pick-Up (story for another time). I was by no means looking for a sports or performance car. But when I came upon a Crimson Red, second generation MR2, with T-Tops and “For Sale” signs right up the street from my house, I was intrigued and stopped to look. I had always admired MR2’s from afar, but never seriously considered owning one. Before I could get too much drool on her, the owners came out and offered me a test drive. Unwittingly I accepted, got into the drivers’ seat, started the car, and instantly fell in love with the sensation of the engine purring to life behind me. I could feel it mumbling sweet nothings to me through the back of the seat, muttering tales of apexes and canyon roads, enticing me to push harder, begging to be tested. I put the transmission into gear and never looked back. What started off as a “temporary” relationship has grown into a full-on obsession with pre-OBDII Japanese cars. I am now on my second MR2. I restored the 1991 T-Top and sold it to a fellow enthusiast up north. My current project is a 1987 hardtop with bare bones options that I rescued from a kid in the LA area. She was in terrible shape, but hardtops with manual transmissions, steering, and doors are rare. So when the VIN came back clean I was ecstatic to tow her home. She probably weighs less than 2200 pounds soaking wet. I am totally in love with the car and am enjoying the heck out of restoring her. My long-term plans are to make her a track toy, but since I am working on a starving artist’s budget I am focusing on just getting her in safe, running condition and cleaned up for the time being. I have gotten a pretty good start and am quite close to getting her back on the street. Thus far I have cleaned up the suspension, overhauled the brakes, rebuilt the master cylinders, replaced the engine with a freshened-up stronger 4A, replaced all the hoses in the engine bay, replaced all the filters and fluids, relocated the battery from the engine bay to the trunk, and started the process of cleaning up the paint and body. If all goes well, by the time you are reading this, “Mary” and I will be enjoying the view from one of our favorite mountaintops.

So who am I? Well I’ll tell you who I’m not: I’m not a “ricer.” People often assume that because I like Japanese cars I like “rice rockets.” They are two very different kinds of car. To sum it up, rice rockets are “all show, no go.” Personally, I use the phrase to describe any cheesy or over-the-top auto craftsmanship in general, not limiting it just to the brand. Unlike most young enthusiasts, those you may know as the “rice rocket” owners, this mechanic has been educated by mentors with racing and hot rod backgrounds. Mentors that preach meticulous attention to detail, doing things right the first time, planning and foresight, layout, knowing your roots, and keeping up with resources like Auto Restorer. I have had the privilege of working with crew chiefs who tune suspensions without computers or lasers, and the honor of apprenticing under fabricators who still make everything by hand. I have borne witness to dying arts like “lead filling.” These are experiences that cannot be bought, comprising of knowledge that cannot be sold. I carry this wealth of information with me like the most precious of gems, forever searching for more to add to the collection. My tireless curiosity and the desire to always improve myself and grow as a person are some of the reasons why I enjoy turning wrenches. Another example of why I like working on cars, especially the ones that require restoration, is the sense of patience one gains. The second you allow your emotions to get control of a situation, you have lost. Learning to be in command of your mental state is invaluable, be it under a car, behind the wheel, or in any other aspect of life.

Lastly, I am passionate about cars and motor sports because, well, I just… really, really love them! Cars are my life. The enamor I have for them is hard to explain to those who do not share it. The subject is always on my mind in some form, warping my beliefs, mindsets, and topics of conversation. Something about turning wrenches is incredibly therapeutic. If I go more than a few days without it, I get this itch in my soul that can only be soothed by getting my hands dirty. Whenever I feel restless or need a quiet place to think I seek the quiet meditation of the drivers’ seat. I savor the sights, sounds, smells, and textures of all things automotive: high-octane fuel, throaty exhausts, Brakleen, smoking tires, Loctite. I dream of apexes, drag-strip trees, and circle-track “marbles.” Encountering any such stimuli immediately sends me floating on an ephemeral wave of euphoric delirium. I am enamored by well-managed fabrication, the insanity of Sprint cars, and the beauty of a finely-laid TIG bead. I acknowledge that I am doomed to spend mass amounts of money on high-quality tools and OEM parts for as long as I live…
In short, I am a gearhead; I also just so happen to be female.



Often I am asked how I got into cars. Last time I checked we all get in the same way: through the door! My apologies, you will find that I am a bit of a “smart Alec,” though I have come to find that many mechanics are. I mean it all in good fun! To address the question, my father was one of my biggest influences. I am the oldest of three girls and so I was the designated Flashlight Holder and Brake Bleeder Assistant. He and my mother focused on and fed my love of science, insatiable desire to understand how things work, and always told me I could do anything I wanted regardless of gender or any other reason. Throughout grade school I dreamed of being an astronaut or forensic scientist, but as I grew older I realized my constant need for stimulation could never be met in a lab. After leaving high school early I did what you are “supposed to do” and started college coursework, but I struggled to find a field I could envision being actively involved with on a day to day basis for the rest of my working life. Around this same time an ex boyfriend of mine & Honda CRX enthusiast exposed me to the import tuning world, which was the initial spark in my current fanaticism. After a few years of my continued on again/off again love affair with college, I chose to attend Universal Technical Institute in 2006, where my addiction was fully unleashed, and the rest is history. Plus, I loathe desk jobs or places of employment where you have to “look busy” and deal with eight levels of management. I can’t deal with that. I may be young but I started working at 15 and have held all levels of corporate positions and they always, always motivate me to crave something more creative and less mundane. That’s one of the many reasons why I have never worked for a dealership. I am not here to badmouth anyone or say anything negative. I’m just saying that type of environment is not for me. I have no desire to work as a “tech,” making flag rate and fighting others for the gravy. I much prefer the freedom and creativity of racing or restoration. Today’s unstable world and turbulent economy makes pursuit of such careers seem futile. People under 30 are some of the hardest hit by the recession. As I write this the unemployment rate for the 16 - 24 age bracket hovers around 40 to 50%, depending on which source you use. But I have plans, dreams, and goals that I’m unwilling to give up on without a fight. I feel the youth of today could ensure their long-term survival as well as aid in the revitalization of the financial system if we proactively participate in finding solutions through the use of our skills, talents, and creativity. The spirits of entrepreneurship and exploration are part of what this great country was founded upon. Now more than ever we, as American citizens, need to get back in touch with our roots. I may be running a miniscule operation out of my garage today, but who knows what tomorrow will bring? If I stay focused and dedicated the possibilities are limitless, and it doesn’t get much more American than that.

"Definition of a Gearhead" aka "The Day I Was Bitten"

This was written several years ago, on a day spent with some very influential gearheads in my life at that time. I just came across this and laughed, because its true:

“So I have discovered a new addiction:
Cars.
I have become bitten by the bug.
Now, don’t get me wrong I have always loved cars, I work on them, I read about them, and until this very moment considered myself to be a “gearhead”.
But today I hung out with kids my own age or younger who are actually living, eating, breathing, dreaming it.
Working in garages on their Corollas and Hatches. Spending their time scraping money together for parts and track time and tires. Yeah, they party, but that is not their primary goal from day to day.
I have spent the last 10 years chasing one rave, one party, to the next....
And I could have been spending my time running canyons and building motors instead.
People bitch about living in this shithole Antelope valley, and yes it is not the most exciting place to live.
But if you are a lover of car control, then “Canyon country” is the perfect place to be!
I mean, we have so many roads back here to play on. One could spend endless hours running and tuning and running and building and tearing down and doing it all over again.
I never really realized.
Until now.
And now that it has hit me, now that the haze has cleared from my mind and I see things for how they really are for the very first time, I realize how much time I have wasted. What I have been searching for, chasing down relentlessly this whole time was right in front of me.
And now that I have had a taste, I want to jump in head first and never look back.
I enjoy hanging out with other mechanics and watching them fabricate and work on their cars, but its time for mine now. I am fully capable of taking on my own project, saving money and working at it a little bit every day.
And the thought of that exhilarates me to the point that I feel high. I want to start tearing the garage up right now so I can make it into a user friendly work space. I am filled with energy and desire that I have never really experienced before. For some reason I had never really thought of myself as capable of doing this on my own, but now I see that I am more than able to.
Its so refreshing to be surrounded by people who are my own age who are living this lifestyle. Prior to this my experiences had been with my mentors and influences, most of which are at least twice my age. Not that there is anything wrong with that, “old guys rule” etc, but to have found that within my own age bracket is something new to me. Its inspiring and engaging.”


Since I have written this I have developed massively as a person and a mechanic. Its become a more potent part of my personality. I do work independently on my own projects now, and have the confidence and experience to manage others’ projects. I allowed the sickness to inundate my very being down to the core, and now I eat, sleep, breathe, dream it on a daily basis.
Most laugh when I tell them that “cars keep me out of trouble”. I guess there is plenty of trouble to be had via cars with the law and the land….But for me its true! If I’m not in the garage or at an event on a weekend night, you can almost guarantee that I’m out and about running amok in the Los Angeles underground. (Tho sometimes the two elements mix and it’s the most beautiful union on the planet.)
A perfect example is just this last Saturday. I had plans to attend a car meet with someone very special to me, and at the last minute things on his end fell through. So I end up with my buddies and some bottles of Blue Moon instead. Next thing I know its 3am and I’m at the Henry Fonda Theater in Hollywood taking shooters at the bar with Judge Jules spinning house in the background. And the night lasted til about 7am, which means I slept all Sunday and got nothing done.
Now let me be clear I am not blaming others for my actions, I am a big girl, I am responsible for all my decisions. Also there is nothing wrong with partying every once in a while and I will never apologize for my chosen lifestyle, nor should anyone unless that lifestyle compromises others.

What I am trying to say in this rambling message is that daily contact with cars helps keep me grounded, sane, balanced, collected.
Keeping my hands dirty keeps me clean.
And that my friends, is the definition of a Gearhead.

"The Scheme of Things" (orig posted on myspace 12/22/08)

"my car is like my own personal universe
she's my drug and it only takes 12 bucks to fill 'er up
and in my galaxy there ain't no room for earth
so i'm leavin it cuz i can feel my oil pressure building up
turning over the ignition of my solar system
check the gauges, push in the tape
put my foot on the brake
shift existence, light my cigarette
and take it state to state
until i crash into my fate..."
-slug (atmosphere)

it doesn't matter what may have happened during the day, i know that The Mountain will always be there for me.
i hit the streets in the direction of my favorite local peak, feeling relief at just the thought of traversing its glorious twists and turns.
a pang of excitement runs thru me like electricity as it comes into view. regardless of how many times i have been up here, i get the butterflies as i enter the canyon and accelerate into the great abyss.
all my problems dissipate as i turn into the apex. i feel the stress and negative energy drain from my body, and i smile.
the tires and the ecu warm up and i push her a little harder.
the thrill of the chase. the exhilaration of the unity between (wo)man and machine. sometimes i am aware of what drives me, what i am trying to escape. other times i am not. all i do know is that The Mountain will make me feel better. help me break my problems down into manageable, bite size pieces. i find a zen-like peace in this place. when i am driving i feel truly free from everything, even myself. especially myself.
and when i reach the top, i pull off to the side and let my trusty steed rest for a moment. i take in the view from up high. looking down at the city below makes me realize how petty we all are, all the bullshit is, how this very planet is but an infinitesimal spec in the grand scheme of things...
gazing upward into the heavens, i marvel at how beautiful and mysterious this world, this universe is, and how amazing it is to be apart of it. "celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing". everything is in perspective now. things are back in their place. i feel right, sane, whole, once again.
i am ready to go back down.
if the weather is good i am borderline reckless, scaring the shit out of anyone who happens to be riding shotgun. always in control, but sometimes just barely. its a good ride down if you manage to frighten yourself a little bit. always pushing. always wanting to know how far i can go before i reach the edge and still walk away.
when i reach the bottom, i am totally consumed by the rush. i immediately want to go back up and do it again, and again. lord knows i would if i could afford the tires and fuel. but i sure as hell can't. i'm driving on toasted suspension as it is and really have no business hauling ass up and down canyons right now, but i just can't help myself. i make excuses to take back roads whenever possible. i have spent whole days just driving for the sake of driving. i need it, like oxygen or sunlight.
people who don't understand say its a waste of time, money, gas. they complain when you spend hours with the project or researching specs online or don't understand what you talk about half the time because they don't have the same habits or addictions.
but in the scheme of things, there are far worse vices to have. in the scheme of things most people don't know jackshit. but The Mountain always does. i can hear it calling me, always calling...and i will always answer.